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Playthings of the Gods

August 29, 2010

Perhaps you’re experiencing the same thing I am. Yesterday I felt one way; today I feel another. Every day I go through a different space. It’s as if we are playthings of the gods.

Yesterday I felt 150% more energy than normally.  I could have tackled anything you gave me.

Today I feel like walking as slowly as a Zen monk. If I go faster I feel nauseous. The thought of food is unpleasant to me. Writing is uphill except if I talk about exactly what is there for me in this moment – and then only descriptively.

I was taught a valuable skill a long time ago which I’m going to incorporate now. Before, when I used it, it was fun; now it seems required. It’s like what Ram Dass once said, that telling the truth at one time was a luxury and now it was a necessity – like that.

That skill was, whenever I did a workshop, I was to attribute absolutely everything that arose to that workshop.  Ascension is my worskhop now.

I’m beginning to see why this skill was recommended.

First of all, focussing that much attention on something invokes the Law of Attraction and draws to me the results I desire. Secondly, being that centered on something multiplies the likelihood of producing the desired result because I approach every fortuitous occurrence as an opportunity to go for that result; I don’t miss an opportunity because I’m unconscious.  Thirdly, I keep the context uninterruptedly alive and learn more by an order of magnitude; it’s as if I suck the juice out of an experience.

I’ve chosen Ascension as my workshop. My life is about it. I serve it. There is nothing more important in my life than the desire to ascend. Therefore let me attribute everything that happens in my life to Ascension and its energies.

Ascension yesterday wanted me to swing out, to embrace much and make it my own. Ascension today wants me to go slow, to do everything consciously and deliberately.  Tomorrow – who knows?

So I’m spending my evening walking slowly to the fridge, eating a little rice, standing still and listening to my breathing. Ascension wants me to be quiet today for its own reasons and according to its own agenda. Unquestioningly, I follow its urgings.

10 Comments leave one →
  1. Vendo permalink
    September 3, 2010 5:56 pm

    I too can certainly relate to this Steve. For the last 3+ months I have experienced a dizzying smorgasbord of feelings. And over that span, it’s people like you that have helped me to not lose my grip.

  2. August 30, 2010 1:00 pm

    Going through the exact same experiences, too, Paula. jc

  3. Maria permalink
    August 30, 2010 9:19 am

    Dear Steve, Since you are so interested in soul growth I advise you to read: Beyond the Veil. A book written by God and channeled by David and Celest. Of course you will have to decide for yourself what the origin of the material is. It is a book about life, freedom, soul growth and the universe. It is practical but also gives you a clear vision. It made me feel like following classes from a witty, intelligent professor but it also exuded love and interest for all the beings struggling here on earth. Because David and Celest have as yet not been able to find a publisher you can order it from their own website but I think also has it.



    • August 30, 2010 9:47 am

      Thanks, Maria.

      Can’t guarantee that I’ll have time to get at it, but I have seen material by David and Celest in the past and will watch for it in the future.



    • August 30, 2010 9:47 am

      Thanks, Maria.

      Can’t guarantee that I’ll have time to get at it, but I have seen material by David and Celest in the past and will watch for it in the future.



  4. Kitty Aspen All permalink
    August 30, 2010 9:13 am

    YES! I’m right with you. Its about Ascension and therefore that is unfolding at this present moment. Somewhere I’m clicking my heels in joy. Is it not wonderful that there are so many of us moving towards the goal? There must be something to it ALL after all. Bless you.

  5. Anara Brinmere permalink
    August 30, 2010 7:15 am


  6. Gunnar permalink
    August 30, 2010 2:36 am

    My focus on ascension made me sleep for 15 hours last “night” 😉

    I get annoyed when I have to deal with “normal” stuff, or people too apathetic to look into the things I tell them about. When it get’s on their TVs they probably get motivated. Or they might be future 3D candidates, ugh.

    The first I learned about Ram Dass was via this video, it always makes me smile when I think about it 🙂

    (An Evening with Ram Dass NYC, 1985)

    Be well.

  7. Tomas permalink
    August 29, 2010 8:29 pm

    I just love reading your stuff. I especially enjoyed this phrase:
    “I keep the context uninterruptedly alive”. Just awesome. Keeping the context uninterruptedly alive! Beautiful!

    I resonate with your descriptions. I really do feel like they a feeding and nourishing my Soul-full Awakeness. Thank you Steve, and bless you :- )

  8. Paula Allmendinger permalink
    August 29, 2010 8:09 pm

    I am going through the exact same experiences.

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